You are the Love of my Life
And the Life in my love.
Every love poem I write to You
Has been plagiarized from Your Heart.
Though words cannot contain You or express You,
You have endless names
So that anyone who will
Can know the satisfaction of calling on You.
But Named or not,
We cannot beckon You to come where You’ve never left.
You are always here.
The places we go where we cannot find You do not exist.
As the Psalmist wrote,
“When I awake, I am still with You.”
Am I still with You?
I must be.
Or I would not be writing words that only Love can speak.
Am I awake?
I must be.
Or I am dreaming the only thing worth dreaming—
That You are the Love of my Life
And the Life in my love.
Category: Reality
Me
Emerging from Nowhere
Participating in everything
Desiring Nothing
I walk Alone
With everyone
Unfathomable Love
If you knew how much I love you
This world would not exist
Yes, there’d be a world and you’d be there
But it would not look like this
Where you now see separation
Everything you’d see is One
All would shine as they are meant to shine
So there’d be no need for sun
War will have never been
Every tragedy has been abated
You encounter someone who’s not like you
And that fact is celebrated
There will be no calls for justice
Or the concept of “what is fair”
Since we’d all create what it is we love
And no one else would care
Family’s only meaning
Would be loving as you love you
And lies would have no place to be
Since every spoken word is true
The most beauty you’d ever witness
Will be wherever you choose to gaze
Songs of joy would never cease
Along with never ending praise
But you choose not to know I love you
Because you’ve chosen one concern
To decide who else I’m supposed to love
Based on what you think they earned
So instead of the world I gave you
You’ve created a distortion
Invented lack in abundant life
And tried to break it up in portions
Because I love you I haven’t stopped you
I trust eventually you’ll get it
Because you’re in time and I am not
I can see where this is headed
I am Love that knows no bounds
Wherever you hide I will be Present
For the world you’ve made where I don’t exist
I have hidden it in Heaven!
© Copyright 2019 Pedro S. Silva II
For Your Consideration
How can we choose God who we cannot see and reject our brothers and sisters who we can see?
This is the choice before us.
To love who we can accept or love who God loves.
Nothing can prepare us for the full revelation of God’s love.
It is an undoing love that sets souls free.
God, undo us. Remove the chains that bind us to the false self,so that our true self can emerge.
Nothing can prepare us for the awareness that God fully loves all—even those we would not choose to love.
Choosing God is choosing all of God’s children.
It is choosing ourselves. May we choose wisely. Amen.
Star Crossed Others
There’s a star outside my window
Every morning she speaks to me
Of what it means to shine my light
To be who I can be
Sometimes I want to listen
Other times I feel afraid
Because shining will mean I can be seen
And my being will be displayed
People will think they know me
But they will only know a part
Unless they’re shining their light themselves
They can’t see a shiner’s heart
To shine means you must be emptying
With the faith that you’ll be filled
Traveling distant worlds and parts unknown
All the while remaining still
As a light you’re an exposer
Without ever aiming to be
In fact judgment isn’t part of who you are
But it’s what those in darkness see
And those who ride the fences
Between what is light and what is dark
Will honor you and fear the shadow
Not realizing their own spark
When you shine they’ll think you teach them
But what you give is just permission
For them to be who they already are
When they align with their inner vision
As for those who claim the darkness
Even the darkest night is light
But in freedom they have made the temporal choice
To hide their illumined being from their sight
It is something like addiction
They know not what they do
When they make themselves dependent
On a story that’s never true
All of this the star does tell me
Like a mentor passing knowledge
Because the star was once in my same position
The essence of freedom trapped in bondage
Then one day she was awakened
By the reality deep within
That consciousness always transcends the form
Once surrendering begins
So she released all agreed on limits
Becoming less so to be more
Then lived the light she used to hide
The very purpose we’re here for
At first she was rejected
Then in time she was revered
Now One with everything that is
But perceived as disappeared
Until it’s dark enough to see her
Quiet enough to hear her voice
Which only speaks of invitation
Into the realm where all rejoice.
© Copyright 2018 Pedro S. Silva II
See Psalm 139
See article Humans Are Literally Made of Stardust After All
Love Punk
I’m afraid to tell you how much I love you
Because you don’t love you more
Which makes my love for you seem too much
And you refuse to be outscored
So instead of loving you more than me
You try to make me love you less
Thinking how can I love what you don’t love
Which leaves both of us depressed
So in order to protect us from me and you
I hide my love for you in the future
So we can feel we learned what we already knew
Since you only run when I pursue you
That’s why I leave so I can stay
Creating space just to get close
Believing I can love you all I want
Once you learn to love you most
© Copyright 2018 Pedro S. Silva II
Stillness Speaks
Out of the stillness emerges the Voice that calls us each by our true name
And every name is Beloved
Mistaken identities are replaced
Forgotten callings are restored
The darkness that hinders light is broken through
And what is revealed makes all things new
Peace has always reigned
On the surface waves are crashing, but they are held up by still waters.
© Copyright 2018 Pedro S. Silva II
Maker in the Middle
In the center of all things
Is the One Who is All
From the infinitely large
To the infinitely small
Nowhere not the center
Even that which you call edge
Split the atom and there is fullness
There’s no space that you can hedge
There is no private matter
As far as matter is concerned
In fact matter doesn’t matter
Once it’s spiritually discerned
Reality is Oneness
This thought called two has never been
It’s the illusion of separation
Denying the truth of what’s within
We live, move, and have our being
In the One Place all things Be
Once we receive the “I” that sees this
There’s nothing ever more to see
© Copyright 2018 Pedro S. Silva II
The Soul You Rob Is Your Own
Eyes filled with tears
Heart so full
Can’t say it’s spilled milk
Seeing all this bull
Everywhere soul robbers
Work to dig our graves
Offer carrot stick freedom
Keep us unseen slaves
Two faced leaders
Both mouths lie
Stick those needles
In the public eye
So we see nothing
But we don’t know why
Place our hopes in the illusion
They are on our side
But what I see lately
Merely comes to this
In a win-lose world
Someone will be missed
And in a rank based system
You know who it’ll be
Those who don’t pass muster
And those who look like me
But my tears aren’t for pity
For those who play that role
It’s for those who kill worlds
Trying to find their souls
Because in the grand scheme of things
Nothing’s here for the keeping
This is a seed planting realm
So we can live our own reapings
Forever!
© Copyright 2018 Pedro S. Silva II
There’s A World

There’s a world we all are living in
But not everyone can see
A World of eternal spaciousness
Where everyone is free
Inside that world is another world
Where people choose to live a lie
“Special people”claim to know the Truth
And teach the “forgetting” we can die
Some of those people know the Truth
And twist it tight for so called gain
Telling us that we can’t get along
And that the Other causes pain
Their clarion call is “SAVE YOURSELF”
So that’s what many of us try to do
We can’t see it’s just a cattle call
And all they want to hear is “MOOOO”
They have no purpose if we’re not scared
“Can’t you see that there’s a threat?”
They know that we will sell our souls
Only as long as we’re fearing death
They tell you they’re here to protect us
That’s the job for which they’re paid
In exchange you can focus on other things
But you lose consciousness in the trade
The world of lies that we think is real
Does not objectively exist
Like a picture of a sumptuous meal
On which no one can subsist
Meanwhile in the eternal world
One is the Truth that always reigns
“divided houses” do not exist
And there is no loss or gain
No one’s seeking for the joy in life
For Joy is the Cause of Life itself
And value isn’t used as we use it here
Since everything springs from eternal wealth
There also is never a use for Welcome
Because there’s never a time that we aren’t here
We can tell ourselves that we’ve gone away
But to Truth we’ve never disappeared
Like children with their hands on eyes
Who think they’re unseen when they can’t see
Here we can choose to chain ourselves
But that doesn’t make us less than free
We’re only bound by the limits that we project
Our own judgments become our jail
But our sentence is never for our entire life
Because the Truth always prevails
The Truths Cannot Die
The next time that you kill us
Remember we never really die
Suppressing us won’t free you
Because Truth can’t sustain a lie
I know our presence scares you
We make you feel unsure
Nothing can quite prepare you
For seeing your prejudice impure
You’ve been taught we’re inconvenient
You try to hide us from your view
But locking us up doesn’t keep us out
Since you can’t get away from you
Your history of violence
Towards those who look like me
Has left so many people silent
That we barely know how to be
You say that we are valued
And yet you try to hide the Truth
But there’s no escaping what’s evident
We are the living proof
But where does this knowledge leave us
For too many it ushers shame
The one thing no one wants to feel
Because we can’t escape the pain
See that’s not what we’re seeking
What we want to share is hope
But in our face you see a mirror
And hang the image from a rope
Your guilt too, is not of value
It’s just denial in different dress
Which leads to justification
Which fosters anger and unrest
So what is the solution?
Where do we go from here?
How can we live by a better Way,
When we hold on to our fear?
The answer is we cannot
We have to let love win
Or die in the darkness that we choose
And then do it all again